I feel this lost without my hubby.

I had started the last two weeks with my mind full of posts, subjects etc. The husband went to Atlanta for two weeks of training and that left me alone in the house.

That lasted for about 10 minutes. I am fairly sure my depression is the culprit, I haven’t spent time alone in an apartment for more than a day EVER in my life. I have always had roommates, family, friends, etc live with me.

The one thing that makes me feel weirdly sad is evidently his facial hair accelerated growth while he was away. I know that sounds weird, and it is just a symptom of my unhappiness on the situation.

One thing to note, evidently no one has identified him as trans, after sitting in class for two weeks with 100 people. 8 of those people are coming back to work out of our office, and I wonder what their reaction will be, since my entire office knows he is trans.

I think the thing that worries me most about his coming home on Friday is TSA. Leaving Seattle at least the area is publicly liberal. Atlanta isn’t nearly as accommodating.

I am sure he will be fine, but I wanted to share that, and at least get a post in while he is gone :).